I suck

at webdesign
at relaxing
at practising at playing my poor lonely guitar
at talking BS with strangers I don't feel like befriending
at letting go of summer

I miss those warm evenings. I miss starring at the sea, stars and moon when the sun has set and the sky is pitch black. I miss running around in unmatching tiny shorts and boyish t-shirts playing fun summersports. I miss dressing up in pretty dresses. I miss eating at resturants. I miss feeling the cold (I know I complain too much before I jump in) water between my toes. I miss the friend I feel like I've lost.

Despite this, I love fall. I love to see how the leaves changes colour. I love going for walks, with the sole purpose of getting to the cool swings at the playground. I love a chat with a friend at our local café. I love sitting at the windowsill, watching the rain fall and the wet people walk past. I love studying, always having a warm cupa on my desk. I love the free wednesday concerts at Blæst with my friends and a beer. I love the urørtcontest concerts that always are on in the fall.
I love big wolly sweaters. I love warm shoes. I love being able to wear my fab colourful festival hat without looking T.A.R.D.

I know I started pessimistically saying I suck. I don't. Im good at anything if my heart's in it.